F'ing Up

Philip Eil on F’ing Up

Deanne Rhynard / Philip Eil Season 3 Episode 14

In this deeply honest and vulnerable episode, we dive into the personal journey of dealing with anxiety, depression, and the profound effects they've had on both personal and professional life. Philip Eil opens up about the challenges of battling mental health, facing rejection, and pushing through discomfort to pursue his passions.

This episode explores the messy realities of self-doubt and rejection. Through all the turmoil, this guest has emerged stronger, finding healing through writing, commitment to therapy, and a sense of purpose in sharing their experiences with the world.

Key topics in this episode:

  • The raw emotions behind not following the traditional milestones of adulthood (marriage, homeownership, etc.).
  • The discomfort of being in a job that doesn’t align with your talents and the struggle to find what’s next.
  • Overcoming rejection: how 25 publishers passed on the guest’s book, and the emotional rollercoaster of freelance journalism.
  • A candid discussion about the realities of mental health struggles, including the times it’s knocked them completely out of action.
  • The power of vulnerability and why writing about mental health has become a source of healing and purpose.

This episode serves as a reminder that mental health is just as important as physical health and that we are all in this together. If you've ever struggled with your own mental health or faced rejection in your journey, this one is for you.


ABOUT PHILIP EIL

Philip Eil is an award-winning freelance journalist based in his hometown, Providence, Rhode Island. He is the former news editor of the alt-weekly newspaper, The Providence Phoenix. Since the paper’s close in 2014, he has contributed to The Atlantic, Men’s Health, the Boston Globe, Huffington Post, and the Columbia Journalism Review, among other outlets. He has also taught writing and journalism classes at Brown University, Columbia University’s School of the Arts, and the Rhode Island School of Design. He holds an MFA in Nonfiction Writing from the Columbia University School of the Arts. Prescription for Pain is his first book.


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